Two Months Out

Two months.....   It was two months ago from yesterday that I had my event.

I am slowly and I do mean slowly in every sense of the word gaining ground.  It some ways it is incredibly difficult to understand the unevenness of the healing.  I was going through a run that was respectable.  Now.... for the past week or so... I have slid backwards.  My balance has declined and my endurance certainly has not been progressing.

I suspect that some of my issue is with the cpap.  It is a terrorizing machine that "helps" me breathe more consistently at night since the sleep apnea was judged to be the driver of the blood pressure issues.   I am not certain.

Physical therapy has evolved into message of left knee, my trapezius, and my shoulders.  I have been doing most of my work at the Perrysburg branch.  I still have a few sessions left, but.... it all honesty..... I am not certain that they are of much help to me these days.

Here is the bottom line..... I lost a great deal both physically and mentally on Feb. 20, 2019.   The big question remains as to whether or not I can make it back.

We shall see.